It’s a loosy goosy house, this house of mine, one that lets
winter’s cold air in whether you want it in or not, but still, every morning,
the first thing I do is open the front door. It’s made of glass, more window than door, and
I can see out whether it’s open or closed, but to open it, and leave it open, is to bring
the new day inside. And in the way of things,
let the old day go. Yesterday can
escape.
I let heat out the door in winter, and I free the air
conditioning in the summer. In the
spring blossoms from flowering trees find their way in; in the fall windblown
leaves scatter across the floor – moons and stars under my feet. The rain blows in all year long.
"Happiness sneaks in
through a door you didn't know you left open."
through a door you didn't know you left open."
- John Barrymore
This morning, from my morning pages:
across the street,
a neighbor is mowing his lawn early against the humidity that will only grow
worse during the day, and next door the new neighbors are arguing with each
other, slamming doors and speaking in loud sarcasm. i could close the
door and hush them all, but i can smell the honeysuckle blossoms along the
creek and there is a cat sleeping next to my thigh, and so, no. i will
sit a while and write down the morning.
one thousand blackbirds
lift in flight at the sound of
one door opening.
- Kelly Letky
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It is almost June, not yet summer, and my map brings me here. This new place may be my summerhouse with the doors thrown open to whatever summer brings or it may be permanent. It's too soon to tell. I need a change, somewhere new to run to. My name at the top of the page. I plant my flag at the top of this mountain I have been climbing for too, too long, and take a breath. I will take a different path down.
Paths and doors and maps crowded with words and tears and laughter. Empty pages and houses teetering on the edge. Crows and prose and poetry. St. Exupery's stars. Still here for me, at this new address.
Let us see what happens.
No rules.
No rules.
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